Lowest point
It's been 3 months since my last employment (Newstead), 2 weeks plus since I ended GrabCar service. During this 3 months, I can say it's the start of my lowest point in life, in terms of financial terms. I'm soooo poor and it's really a "no joke" situation. Negative negative negative, same goes to my emotional state. I felt the guilt swimming within myself everyday and together with my motivation level going super low. It's like they are hugging each other to bring me down more. I can get annoyed and sensitive very easily by any matters. I cannot get what I want by myself, I cannot shop as and when I like, I cannot be as initiative as before to set up dates. Because, I've no money. Not just that, I'm jealous too. Seeing proposals, ROMs, weddings, prewed shoots, honeymoons, baby showers... led me thinking, "when's my turn?". And then, the problem poured all over me again, "I've no money to do that." I think there have...